Back from a work trip to Vegas - and I am now a proud owner of my never own, vinyl green Fear and Loathing Style Las Vegas Hat. I finally figured out a way to cover up my hair 5w30 hair. I also bought one for my Negge. Maybe this will lure her to come out here again - What she see's in Terre Haute - is beyond me.
Ramble shamble.
So, I have been on this huge musical exploration. My music selection has varied greatly. From Shpongle>Xavier Rudd>Humble Pie>Phish>The Samples>Joni Mitchell. It is amazing how much music influences my moods. It liberates me...helps me get through the day. As weird, odd as that might sound - it does. It always has.. it's the most reliable, solid "friend" in my life. The weave of the melody, words, harmony ... Whether I am in a somber, angry, happy, solemn, spaztic music identifies my mood.
I am currently in the process of restoring the music/cd's I have lost throughout the years of college and moving. It's quite a journey. What a certain song, album, group signify at a certain time in my life. I find that I am going back to my "roots." It brings back beautiful memories as to when - the biggest worry in my life was who I was going to play tag with... Earlier on I was influenced by the greats: Led Zeppelin, The Beatles, The Doors, Yes, Kansas. A special thanks to my father - perhaps the sole bond we now have..
I have had such an amazing life - a pleathora of colors. The ardurous times - all well worth it - but I guess I am still searching for the ultimate goal. College was the time in my life in which - I did the typical self exploration and discovery. Do I regret it? Ah, not worth worring about. I know I have met a myriad amount of people. All with unique personalities and experiences. Some brought out the worse and others phenomenal friendships and memories..
LP, Mark, Ann, Matt, and even Tony. Time will tell. Not much remains of my high school peers - but Kelly will always be a statue in my life, as well as her family. Life is funny. Never did I ever imagine I would be living in California, working, and living the life that I live. Sure, I have my somber moments, but in hindsight this journey has been a phenomenonal journey towards the independence I have always wanted.